Sunday, July 5, 2009

blah blah blah blah BLAH, this fucked up world

You know what kind of person annoys me the most?? The victim. You aren't in control of any of the bad shit that happens to you, so why do you think you can use them as excuses? Everyone has had fucked up shit happen to them. That's the beauty of life, everyone who's been all fucked up coming together and making the most of the good times, cause we all know they don't last. The only thing you're in control of is how you affect others. If you are negatively affecting the quality of life of someone, or hurting someone, you don't deserve to bitch. I don't deserve to bitch about my life, and while I may do so privately, I don't inflict it onto others. Sometimes I think about some of the people I've hurt most, and I write little blurbs to them. Apologies for them if this was the perfect world where they would be able to look past themselves and actually care.

To everyone I've hurt in the past or are hurting right now, I'm so sorry. I loved you all... but I just love myself more.

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