I really did fucking adore you. But sadly enough, I've adored several people who aren't in my life anymore. ... and Why? It does take a surprisingly small amount of time for me to get over things like this. But it really does get me thinking, is this the way life is... you care about people one week and the next week you don't even talk to them? Or is this just the way my life is? Am I doing something wrong?

Oh PS: none of my blog posts have ever been about you except for these last 2. I know you were asking me about that a couple months ago and I just avoided your question, but now I'm answering it. No it wasn't about you, it never was.