Man...

It's so strange when your whole "life," so to speak, is turned upside down because of one SIMPLE, stupid, easily avoidable mistake. Why, after checking my book 4 times, literally, and even waking up ON MY OWN at 8am that morning... did I not just check, one more time, to make sure I was off? Why did I have to carelessly overlook something so simple? What are the odds that I made the same, stupid, careless mistake 4 times in a row when checking that goddamn schedule?

I know, I know. It's just a job. But my "replacement job" totally sucks. And now I think I'm going to have to go out and look for a replacement "replacement job." Fuck this shit.

Here's to Chaos Theory. I'm going to try to find peace in the knowledge that this was probably meant to happen since I could have avoided this in so many ways... but didn't. This means that there IS something else I'm supposed to be doing now. At least, I certainly hope so... cause I'm so unhappy right now.